Monday, June 23, 2008


I made the biggest mistake in my life..
That is to fall in love..
I never thought i would again since the last time i did..
But again.. it repeated by itself..
I tell you, i hate to fall in love..
That love feeling can make a person go crazy..
I had some sweet night mare..
It was a sweet dreams.. but it was a nightmare to me too..
I wish i could just forget and concentrate on the things i'm doing..
But i can't..
Love, Is a feeling that you can't deny..
I wish i could forget what is love..
Or I wish i never know what is love...
No matter how hard you try to escape from it,
It'll hunt you to wherever you're..

Many people asked,
What is so hard bout love?
Just go and love and be happy..
For me its just not so easy..
I think of many things..
To love is to make her happy..
But i am not that kind of fun person..
I always with rule..
I am straight..
I just don't know how to make people feel happy..
If i trying to get her, in the end, i'll only hurt her..

For me, she's like a butterfly
It need freedom..
It's nice to look at it flying wild and free..
But you can't keep it in a container..
It will die..
I don't know..
Now what i trying to do is..

*is to let it go**correction= is to let it be wherever it belongs.. i haven't even own it)

*i do not wish to be butterfly catcher*

it's too selfish..

I don't know how to love and make people happy..

Keeping her with me will only hurt her..

*just hope that she can be happy flying wild and free*

Many people say girl is everywhere..
If you don't get this one,
Forget it and get another one..
But i am just me.. plainly stubborn..

* for me, girls will come along your way..

but once u found the special one, that's the one..
What's the point having so many when you don't get the one you love?

When you found the right one, you'll be blinded.. the only one you see is her..

It's not easy for me to say let it go..
But i got no choice..
You can stop yourself from doing anything,
But you can never stop your heart from feeling anything..
Nor stop your brain from thinking anything..

What i can do now is to pray for her happiness..

*pray that she found the right one who can bring her happiness*

I trying to get any sympathy by posting this or what..
or I'm saying i sacrifice for love.. no no..
I just wanna say i would rather hurt myself than to ever see anyone cry..
Maybe this will be the last time i would say i fall in love until don't know when..
Now i can't do anything already..
Just hope that i can do well in my career..
I sounded very childish here.. but..
I'll not care how people look and think bout me..
I'll say what i want, and do what i want.

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1. stop being a bitch and just do it-MYSM
weak mind for losers
3. success is not done by strength but through perseverance
4. talk mean nothing, action show everything
5. the ball is round, the ground is flat, 50:50 chance
6. lack of discipline that bring you down
7. you have to agree, but doesn't mean you need to follow
8. by giving out your heart, you already did your best
9. love your enemy and pray for those who persecute you (JC)
10. big mouse eat big cheese, small mouse eat bullshit


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Sorry for my bad language,
sorry if i've offended anybody,
sorry for the harsh word.