Thursday, July 17, 2008
Why can't I be the best for you?
Why would you compare me with other?
Me is me larh.. wth?
Wth? Why not ask why i not so smart like Einstein?
Why can't i be so rich as Bill Gates?
Or maybe Donald Trump?
They also have 2 hands and 2 legs like me whut..
They're smarter, richer, hardworking got no business with me..
Why am I being compared to them?
I just want to make you proud.. that's all.
Everyone started their studies..
I am not..
Then I am wrong..
Its my fault..
I can only be those loser..
Never be like those winner..
When other people fail to do that way..
Then i can never do it right..
When all people doing the same thing,
I am the odd one..
Means i'm wrong..
You people only expecting the best of me..
Expecting me to be perfect..
Did you ever think of how perfect can I be?
Your expectation is higher than all mountains...
Whenever i don't do the things that the other do, i'm weird..
How weird is that?
You want me to be like the others?
Of course I do want to make it up to you...
Being the best of the best..
I have my own way of thinking..
I can't just follow any other kids do..
Score the exam with flying colors and get scholarship,
Or get a loan and start my college.
Then finish studies..
Work and work and work..
Get marry, have a couple of children,
And end my life watching them grow..
I'm not saying I don't want to study..
I'm not saying I don't want to work..
I'm not saying I don't want to have a family
Why can't you people listen and support me anyway...
I just do it different way..
I know the same answer I'll get..
"how you wan people to believe you? remember what you said before SPM?"
"You said you're okay, you'll do well.. but ended up.. shit happened.."
Yes, shits happen.. and i do regret..
But so what?
So what if i fail another time?
I hate to fail too..
I hate to risk, but i still taking risk..
I am weird to you people.. but I don't see anything abnormal..
But i just don't like to be any other people..
I feel I can do it my way..
Even if fail.. proven that i'm wrong..
But so what?
What for you people keep pushing me?
Asking me just make it simple..
I can only say that, see things differently..
And I'm just me..
I didn't ask much..
I just want support and blessing..
Why can't i have that?
Don't ask me what do I want?
I can only tell you, I don't know..
Then Don't tell me that if you do know, go study..
I'll do what I feel like doing..
People will think i'm irresponsible..
Why didnt think of family?
I had enough headache thinking how to please everyone..
Ended up, I can't satisfy myself..
And I say.. I don't know what I want..
But don't compare me with other people..
I'll do something..
The more I say, the more I confuse..
If can, I wanna be everything..
I want to please everyone, at the same time do what I want..
I want to have everything to be perfect, at the same time I don't get all I wanted,
Coz it will be bored that way..
So now, I don't know what I want..
I don't know larrr...
1. stop being a bitch and just do it-MYSM
2. weak mind for losers
3. success is not done by strength but through perseverance
4. talk mean nothing, action show everything
5. the ball is round, the ground is flat, 50:50 chance
6. lack of discipline that bring you down
7. you have to agree, but doesn't mean you need to follow
8. by giving out your heart, you already did your best
9. love your enemy and pray for those who persecute you (JC)
10. big mouse eat big cheese, small mouse eat bullshit
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Sorry for my bad language,
sorry if i've offended anybody,
sorry for the harsh word.